i wonder if maybe i'm not normal. ok, im pretty sure i'm not normal. whatever normal is...
My boyfriend and i were reading through a quiz in one of those guy's magazines, about sex and women or something along those lines. One question asked about masturbation and how often you do it. It was a multiple choice answer, with things like "A. once a day B. once a week C. once a month" etc... i said to him "my answer isn't on here... many times a day". and he laughed and said 'yeah, right'.... but i wasn't joking. I'm surprised he didn't believe me, considering how horny i always am, how i am always trying to get in his pants, no matter where we are or what we are doing. He knows i have a high sex drive, beyond any girl he's known before... but i guess the masturbation thing was too unreal for some reason.
Is that bad? is it bad that its way more rare that i don't masturbate more than once in any given day? i mean, just sitting here, doing my kegel exercises gets me going. i can bring myself to orgasm with very little effort usually, so its easy to sneak in whenever i want.
i started at a very early age... somewhere around 6 years old. i know, seems disturbing, but its true. i was climbing up a banister rail with my legs wrapped around, and wow, did that feel good! now, i never used my fingers or anything when i was that young, in fact i was well into my teens before i ever really touched and played with myself beyond clit stimulation. but none the less, i knew how to make that good feeling happen very young, and i did it often. i think it was my older sister that figured out what i was doing on that banister at some point, and teased me about it, causing me to realize it was something i should be doing when no one else was looking. and thats what i did. now, i'm not sure i did it every day. but i know i did it plenty for a young child. and as i got older, it didn't stop. i just knew what i liked, and saw no reason not to enjoy myself when i was alone.
when i was married, my husband never knew that i pleasured myself so often. at one point he asked to watch, which i did let him, but other than that, he had no idea the extent of my horniness. yes, we had a decent sex life, even good at times, almost always averaging at multiple times a week... but he doesnt know that i still needed more. and honestly, while i was with him, it wasn't more sex with him i needed, it was more 'alone time' with myself. sex with him was good, but it wasn't great (although i didn't know that at the time).
even now, in my 30's, i still do it, sometimes many times a day. when the kids are at school, and i'm home alone... why not? sometimes toys will come out, sometimes its just simple shower time, sometimes its just crossing my legs and feeling the pressure on my clit that gets me started. now, if i could have my boyfriends cock everytime i wanted to cum, he'd never survive, cuz that man has the perfect cock, and i'd pick that over 'alone time' anyday. but that's another post.
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